Why I Want to Be a VC

I think about being a venture capital (VC) investor every day.

I have spent a significant amount of time thinking about what I want to do for the rest of my life. Instead of sitting on those thoughts, I took action. I reached out to 200 to 500 people a day cold emailing and cold calling (I would start at 5:45am and keep tally marks trying to beat my record day in day out, kind of like the way people do in prison). I reached out to everyone from all the big bulge bracket banks (GS, JPM, MS, etc.) to large venture funds (Sequoia, Bessemer, Battery, Lux, Thrive, etc.). I even reached out to the biggest tech firms (Google, Amazon, Facebook, Microsoft, etc.) and up and coming startups. You name it, I’ve contacted them (VPs, associates, and partners). I would never forgo an opportunity to learn more. Despite every conversation filled with new information and advice, I always came back to one thought. I want to be a VC.

I have told my story more than a thousand times, but every time I tell it, it just reminds me once and again, I want to be a VC investor. So, I am going to tell it one more time. At the end of this, I am sure I will be reminded again just how much I want to be a VC.

My mother and I immigrated from China to America when I was four years old. From the time I was four I wanted to go to Harvard, and I wanted to be a doctor – basically, every Asian mother’s dream for her child. With my native mandarin background, I could not read English until I was in the second grade, but once I learned to read, everything changed. I read everything and was interested in every book that crossed my desk. Reading helped me distinguish between what I was taught to think and thoughts and opinions of my own. I never stopped wanting to be a doctor throughout the course of adolescent years, but I started thinking much more about why this was my goal.  Even though I did not recognize it during my high school years, I wanted to be a doctor because I thought it was purposeful. It was easy to work towards because, at my core, I wanted to help people. I care about being real, and more importantly, I care about people as individuals. When a person finds something that is meaningful he or she is called to do that thing. Once you find that thing, it gives you drive, perseverance, and an unlimited supply of energy. The thought of caretaking and making someone well again was a deep feeling of content I could not even begin to describe. It became very simple very quickly: becoming a doctor was not my mother’s dream for me, it was my own.

It was not until my senior year of high school did I become a bit irresolute. I took a course called biomedical innovations, a year-long course where you build something (basically anything you want) that solves a problem in medicine. You can do anything from testing the probability of getting cancer from high levels of casein in milk to building a robotic arm as a prosthetic. I wanted to do something big but also practical. I wanted to get into programming, so this was the perfect opportunity to build my project and learn different coding languages. After doing lots of research and completing a literature review, I found that shockingly one of the causes of high mortality rates in hospitals were doctor’s handwriting in the U.S. Another reason for those mortality rates was that doctors in the U.S. interface a lot less with electronic medical records (EMRs) than other countries in Europe and Canada, which have lower mortality rates from handwritten medication mistakes. Also, I volunteered in the cardiothoracic surgery unit the summer after my junior year in high school, and I remember the horror of organizing handwritten patient files in binders and piling the large stacks in a file closet. I was on a mission to build the most effective EMR for every hospital in this country that would also include easy-to-use patient portals.

Long story short, my electronic medical record ios app was designed during the year but never finished or launched. This project, however, led me to do hours and hours of research on a startup health insurance company called Oscar Health, backed by Thrive Capital. It was the first time I had heard of the term“venture capital.” Then after reading article after article about the fund, the founders, and venture capital itself. I felt this undeniable interest paired with focus and calm. I knew then and there, even though I did not know how I was going to make it happen, there was nothing I wanted to do more than to become a VC investor.

I thought long and hard about it from the time I was a senior in high school five years ago, to now. If I became a doctor, I would help one person at a time and become frustrated with the lack of advancements and the major obstacles doctors face in implementing change for the well being of their patients. Especially with the crushing hours of residency, how would I ever get to put time into creating new innovations that would not only help my patient but all patients who struggle with the same illness? No, I want to do more. People deserve more than that. The world deserves more than that from me. I am going to give it everything I have. I am going to be backing s**t that matters.

I’ve been asked, “Why not just join a healthcare startup?”Or “what do you find so fulfilling about VC?” Christian Hernandez from White Star Capital completed my thoughts perfectly in the link above on backing s**t that matters.

He says “It struck me again when visiting a VC on Sand Hill road and looking at the clustering of firms around the Rosewood Hotel. The names a short walk from the hotel, by quick math, represent over $45 billion of assets under management (without including another $40B from Silver Lake in the bottom right or $150B from KKR). What struck me was how much of the future of our world was being decided upon by (mostly) white men in fleece in that square mile. From which robots we would interact with, to what “transportation” would mean in the decades ahead, to whether we would eat soy-based or lab-grown meat in our burgers, to what type of rockets we might ship into space… to also what games we would spend money on, or what virtual reality headset we would use for Ready Player One-style escapism.”

I want to be a VC because I think that is where I can have the most impact, where I can make a difference. I do not want to help build only one company focused on one product. I am interested in the commercialization of many companies and products in healthcare. I want to change the game in the femtech space by massively improving technology that improves the health and wellbeing of fertility for women. I want to help build technology that gives hope to those who are struggling with their mental health through companies like these here. I want to venture off and take an active role in biotech companies that are transforming the game in microbiome research, which could bring more innovative treatment to those struggling with ADHD, anxiety, depression, and even Parkinson’s disease. These are only a few spaces I have a deep interest in. There are many more.

I love the intellectual challenge of medical school and medicine, and I love the deep thinking that comes with working in traditional finance, as well as all the driven smart people you work with day and day out. However, for me, purpose goes deeper than day to day satisfaction. It is about working with the most interesting people who can see the world differently and want to change it for the better.

As cliche as it is for someone who is interested in tech to like Steve Jobs, I cannot deny the wisdom of his words.

“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes … the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. … You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things. … They push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the people who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”

I may not be a VC yet, but I am certainly connected to a lot of them. If you are building something that matters, please reach out here, and let me know how I can help.

 

Venture Capital

Venture capital (VC) is a very complicated business. I was first exposed to the term when I was a senior in high school building my own company. I am as enamored by the industry and its complexities today, as I first was all those years ago. Below are a couple of books that I found to be very helpful in breaking down industry jargon. Of course, nothing can be a substitute for conversations and experience.

Venture Capital & The Finance of Innovation, Andrew Metrick and Ayako Yasuda
This is a very dense read, but it gives a thorough background on the venture industry. You can pdf an older version here. I came across this book when I pulled the syllabus for the Fall 2016 Venture Capital & the Finance of Innovation Course taught at Wharton by Professor David Wessels. The most updated version of the syllabus can be found here. The supplement Chapter 6: Frameworks for Valuation was also very helpful. I highly recommend you check it out.

Venture Deals: Be Smarter Than Your Lawyer and Venture Capitalist,
Brad Feld and Jason Mendelson
I go back to this book from time to time to refresh on concepts. It gives a great overview of how funding works for early-stage tech startups. This book is very well written, and I am a huge fan of Brad Feld. If you are interested in VC, it is definitely a book you should read. A shorter pdf version of it can be found here.

The Hard Thing About Hard Things, Ben Horowitz
I absolutely love this book. It is much less about venture investing as it is about the struggles that entrepreneurs in startups face. I think it is extremely important for VCs to see things from the founder’s perspective and empathize. Starting a company from scratch and running it effectively is hard. A VC’s greatest asset is his or her ability to empathize with the entrepreneur and to help where possible.

High Growth Handbook, Elad Gil
This is another great reference book. It is relatively new, but Elad Gil is pretty well known in the VC startup world. This book covers everything from the role of the CEO, talent management, product management, and hypergrowth structures to marketing and M&A. This book is definitely a top choice. I also highly recommend you check out his blog post on What is a Good VC?

Mastering the VC Game, Jeffrey Bussgang
One of the first books I read when I was learning more about venture. It is very easy to follow, and Bussgang does a great job of turning a very complex industry into a page-turner through insightful circumstances. I finished this in one sitting because it is that interesting.

Something Ventured 
This is a great documentary to watch on the history of venture capital. If you want something with the bigger picture (like me) and a better sense of how the VC role began and evolved. I started watching it one night at 12am upon a recommendation from a friend and thought I would fall asleep before finishing it, I ended up rewatching it until 3am because it was that good. It is available on amazon prime and Netflix. If it is not, it is definitely worth the couple of bucks to buy it on Itunes.

Road to a Venture Capital Career, John Gannon
For those of you who already have a pretty good idea of what venture is and are just looking for ways to break in, I highly recommend you read this book. It is a very quick read. You should also subscribe to his blog here.

 

 

 

 

 

2018 Books

Here is a list of books I read in 2018 and highly recommend you check them out. This is a running list and is subject to change until the end of 2018. The list can be found here.

The Alpha Masters, Maneet Anuja
This is a great book to read if you are interested in hedge funds and how some of the hedge fund managers in the world’s largest hedge funds started out. At times the book goes deep into financial jargon, but the storyline is still very good. I read this book my freshman year of college, and it gave me some names of some funds to reach out to.

Originals: How Non-Conformists Move the World, Adam Grant
I am a huge fan of Adam Grant’s work. He does an exceptional job of breaking down the false notions that originals are born great leaders and risk takers. He demonstrates how anyone can take steps to become an original. My personal highlights and notes on Originals can be found here.

Night, Elie Wiesel
The first time I read Night was in the eighth grade. I failed to grasp the atrocity of the Holocaust and the number of people it affected. After taking a course on the politics of Genocide in college, I knew that I simply had to re-read it. Elie Wiesel’s personal story and perspective on the travesty did not fail to move me.

The Third Door, Alex Banayan
A real page-turner. Alex Banayan is an 18-year-old kid that has larger than life goals. He tells a very interesting story, and there are some neat tricks he used on the journey that led him to meet with successful icons that anyone can pick up to kickstart his/her journey. I compiled a shorter notes version here of his cold email tricks he learned from Tim Ferris, interview advice from Larry King, Bill Gates interview, and other icons he met on his path to understanding how the world’s most successful people launched their careers.

Better: A Surgeon’s Notes on Performance, Atul Gawande
Atul Gawande is the CEO of the health venture backed by Amazon and Berkshire. Better is written very well, and Gawande is very analytical and reflective. It is one of those books where I stopped and thought a lot of the processes in place within medicine. Gawande is very detailed in pinpointing the problems in place within hindsight. This book took me a little longer to get through, the technical jargon I wanted to fully understand slowed me down.

Notes from the Dog, Gary Paulsen
This was a quick midnight read. I read Notes from the Dog in the eighth grade and fell in love with the story. I thought it was a very insightful and touching book as an eighth grader, but during this re-read, I felt overwhelmed with emotion and found it to be even more eye-opening than expected. I spent a good two nights crying over just how much perspective Finn, a fifteen-year-old introvert, and Johanna, a graduate student with breast cancer, can provide. I think as much as this book is about how cancer can’t take away what matters most to all of us in life, that being love and meaningful connection, it helped me see the transition between being a young adult at fifteen to being an adult in my twenties. Life is tough for everyone and being caring and compassionate goes a long way. I left this book hoping I would meet someone like Johanna one day, the same way I did when I was in the eighth grade. If you know someone who is battling cancer, give them a hug, support them, and tell them they are survivors and give them lots of love, because they need it.

Fahrenheit 451, Ray Bradbury
I forgot how much I loved this book in high school. “ There are worse crimes than burning books. One of them is not reading them.” I hold this book near and dear to my heart because as an immigrant that came to America when I was four years old, I had a difficult time learning to read the English language with my already native mandarin background. After struggling until the second grade, once I learned to read — I read nonstop due to my innate curiosity and love of stories. It wasn’t until I read Fahrenheit 451 did I fully appreciate my love of words and the privilege it is to read and learn from those that studied critically and thought deeply before me. Lately, I’ve been struggling with the transition into young adulthood and this book gave me perspective. You can read about my thoughts here.

Born Trump: Inside America’s First Family, Emily Jane Fox
I do not recommend this book. A very poorly written book. It reads like a gossip column full of grammatical errors. Nothing insightful or not known about the Trump and Kushner clan. Nothing insightful about the current first family or the political state of America.

Policy Paradox: The Art of Political Decision Making, Deborah Stone
This was a long re-read. We had used this book previously in an American Public Policy Course, but it was used as a second-hand source to a primary source. I thought it was interesting at the time and really wanted to dig deeper. A very intriguing read, if you find the time to really critically think about the philosophy behind policy decisionmaking.

Up in Smoke: From Legislation to Litigation in Tobacco Politics, Martha Derthick
This was another book used an American Public Policy course, but similar to how I was randomly fascinated by Cuban politics one night, I thought about tobacco legislation and wanted to get re-acquainted with the topic. This is a very dense read, but also very informative and detailed. Highly recommend if you have the time.

Scary Close: Dropping the Act and Finding True Intimacy, Donald Miller
One of the best books I’ve ever read. I was originally skeptical of reading this book upon recommendation by a friend, but Donald Miller is so honest, raw, and vulnerable that I loved reading this book all the way through. Scary Close really makes you re-evaluate your life, relationships, values, and goals and to ask yourself if you are really living a life true to yourself and capable of forming loving, healthy, and intimate relationships. Reading this book during a very trying time in my life really helped me understand my priorities and offered me perspective.

The Catcher in the Rye, J.D. Salinger
I wanted to read this book because I read from a discussion blog that it was the male perspective of The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, and I deeply enjoyed The Bell Jar. I think compared to The Bell Jar, it is written in a far more lighthearted tone. Ultimately, I can easily identify with Holden and his experiences, as well as cynicism, towards maturity and adulthood. You can read about some of the things that stuck out to me here.

Dear Mr. Henshaw, Beverly Cleary
There were many times I thought about reading this book at a younger age, but I was too distracted by the Magic Tree House Books to find time to read anything else. This was a very quick read for me the morning of Christmas. Even though it is a children’s book, I think the message is very clear and adults need to be reminded of it. “Who wants to be friends with someone who scowls all the time?” asked Mr. Fridley. “So you’ve got problems. Well, so has everyone else, if you take the trouble to notice” (Cleary).